Real Life
It is hard to sit here and think that this man just wants all of me everyday.
I can't get it through my head ... What does he like ? What does he love? Is he really attracted? Does he miss me like I miss him? Does he want to talk right now? Is he really working ? Did he meet a beautiful female? Is he going to fall in love? Am I his every waking desire? Am I his passion and his fire?
All these questions that I ask myself everyday that I truly have no answer to. Do I trust, care , Love , and listen to this man absolutely everyday. Does ANYONE ever know if someone is really being 100%... I would say absolutely not. Anything is possible. I look back at pictures and see how his life has changed , I wonder what he thinks now when he sees my name .... Am I just another stepping stone along the way? When I look in his eyes its more than just a pupil it's a beautiful soul staring right back at me. His eyes hold his passion and I can see every bit of it. Whether it is anger, lust, love, or weakness it is beautiful. He will never know the way I truly feel unless I push him. Is he wondering how im doing ? Caring what I'm feeling? All these things come flushing through my mind , but then his smile stops there and I can see him laughing ... My troubles begin to seem so far away. My worries have left the room , my tears have been cried. But I am missing his kiss, I am missing his touch, His love, HIS laugh, HIS arms around my body. Regardless if I can have whatever I want or not, I Want him. He has changed the way I think, the way I feel, the way that I look at things. He has made me open my eyes and feel blessed. He has made me feel like the queen he tells me I am . Everyday he tells me something that makes me think this is unreal. I want to be his queen someday I want to see him standing at the end of the aisle waiting for me , I want to show him love is real and it still exists. Nothing is perfect , but the connection we have is too amazing for anyone to believe. I can see him looking like the most handsome man I have ever laid my eyes on just standing there waiting. He is different for me and exactly what I need. He's not perfect probably the last person anyone would have picked out for me , but we picked each other that's the beautiful thing you see. He understands my thoughts every word I say, if it is something that is tough for him to understand.He tries his best to put himself there.I want to feel every bit of love he has to give. He thinks he has something good with me, but he really doesn't even know. When I'm laying next to him with a ring on my finger there will be so much more to show.
I can't get it through my head ... What does he like ? What does he love? Is he really attracted? Does he miss me like I miss him? Does he want to talk right now? Is he really working ? Did he meet a beautiful female? Is he going to fall in love? Am I his every waking desire? Am I his passion and his fire?
All these questions that I ask myself everyday that I truly have no answer to. Do I trust, care , Love , and listen to this man absolutely everyday. Does ANYONE ever know if someone is really being 100%... I would say absolutely not. Anything is possible. I look back at pictures and see how his life has changed , I wonder what he thinks now when he sees my name .... Am I just another stepping stone along the way? When I look in his eyes its more than just a pupil it's a beautiful soul staring right back at me. His eyes hold his passion and I can see every bit of it. Whether it is anger, lust, love, or weakness it is beautiful. He will never know the way I truly feel unless I push him. Is he wondering how im doing ? Caring what I'm feeling? All these things come flushing through my mind , but then his smile stops there and I can see him laughing ... My troubles begin to seem so far away. My worries have left the room , my tears have been cried. But I am missing his kiss, I am missing his touch, His love, HIS laugh, HIS arms around my body. Regardless if I can have whatever I want or not, I Want him. He has changed the way I think, the way I feel, the way that I look at things. He has made me open my eyes and feel blessed. He has made me feel like the queen he tells me I am . Everyday he tells me something that makes me think this is unreal. I want to be his queen someday I want to see him standing at the end of the aisle waiting for me , I want to show him love is real and it still exists. Nothing is perfect , but the connection we have is too amazing for anyone to believe. I can see him looking like the most handsome man I have ever laid my eyes on just standing there waiting. He is different for me and exactly what I need. He's not perfect probably the last person anyone would have picked out for me , but we picked each other that's the beautiful thing you see. He understands my thoughts every word I say, if it is something that is tough for him to understand.He tries his best to put himself there.I want to feel every bit of love he has to give. He thinks he has something good with me, but he really doesn't even know. When I'm laying next to him with a ring on my finger there will be so much more to show.
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