SNIPPETS OF MY LIFE

I have come addicted to the song that has this lyric, "If airplanes were like shooting stars....I could really use a wish right now...wish right now." There would be many things that I would wish for.... I wish that instead of snow - we would have falling sun rays. I wish that tears could build a stairway to heaven. I wish tears could be diamonds and then I would be a millionaire triple billionaire and I would give money to anyone that needed it (for a good cause.) I wish others wouldn't say, "I understand." I wish that things wouldn't hurt as bad. I wish no one would judge and accept everyone...not matter what. I wish that we could see each other as our Heavenly Father sees us... imperfections make us who we are. I wish everyone could find that someone to love. I remember one summer I was at girls camp and it was a star theme camp that year. I remember going on a night hike and laying underneath the stars. I think that...

Apart from being workaholic, i' m now starting to be different. Not that im abrupt to my ways and actions but partly i'm engaged to some nightlife. Because before when i was still at my 20's, i used to hate social life or gimiks (that's why some would say i'm simple, innocent of becoming a party-animal). Now, as life progresses, i came to realize that i still lack enjoyment of my life. So then, trying out something new to me aspired me. Besides, my parents didn't disapprove this kind of my simple pleasure. They'd let me go wherever I want and whoever i want to be with. Lately, I've been to some places with my friends here in Cebu. And our alwys favorite place to hang-out with was MO2. It's a restobar near to parkmall in Cebu. HONESTLY, the first time I entered there, i was a bit disgusted because of its noisy environment, yet i felt proud then knowing im not anymore a newbie to that place. Anywys, until now i can't believe myself to be ...

I immerse myself in stillness. Where my attention goes, my energy flows. If I focus on what appears to be missing, I only feel more dissatisfied, which then spills over into other areas of my life. So instead of yearning for what I don't have and overlooking the treasures I do have, I am content with what is. Access to stillness is one of the great gifts in my life. Using my breath to release and let go, I lean into the sanctuary of inner peace and experience deep satisfaction. All worry and tension fall away.

I started this blog to share my writing. I haven't really done that yet and I still cling to the dream that I am going to find my old things and share them here. This has kept me from even considering writing anything new. Silly me. SO here it is. I am going to write something every week. Even if it is a paragraph of pure nonsense, I am writing and posting. For shorting things, they go straight to the blog. For longer items I am going to post them using Google documents and put a link here. This is the plan. I will try to keep to it.

Some people may don't know my abilities. Some may don't know that I have skills which I want to develop for myself and one of that is my talent in hosting or emceeing. Yes, I am fond of this talent but sometimes when I take part, I get lost for such reasons. Maybe, I still lack qualities. But I do taking time in improving this talent for me to gain more self-confidence in speaking to public, that's why in every event I am part of (as an emcee), I'd definitely give it my best.  tHe lesson learned when I hosted our Brigada Eskwela Closing Ceremony just happened today in our school:                Dislodge fear and a bit of feeling nervous. Put the mindset on. (I'm not totally upset about this, yet im hoping to have an opportunity again, but to top it all, I've done my best and it's a "well done" for me.") Thanks God.  Confidence is the most important single factor in this game, and no matter how great your natural talent, there is o...

(An entry for our school newsletter, called "LAMDAG".) Dec. 7, 2013 - A day with a purpose of reaching and giving out the needs of our fellow children and their families in the northern part of Cebu who were affected by the typhoon Yolanda recently. This relief operation came to fruition when our principal decided to plan for an outreach program in San Remegio where there were many cases of lost and damage. And so we didn't just sit down and relax but take action.  Through the donations given by d parents, teachers, and w/ the help of the school staff, we made it possible to reach to Kayam and Dapdap ES. We came there not to have fun but to distribute all d relief goods for San Remegio people. It was beyond our expectations when we saw many children stood up (w/ newly cut broomsticks on their hands) as they welcomed us and showed their smiles despite of the situation they had.  We must be very lucky because the teachers there were very kind and hos...

As I roamed around the corners of my classroom just to get some cobwebs during our Brigada Eskwela just happened today, my inner insights reflected again to something.  *Empty Corner* The loneliest place in the world Is an empty corner. Your life, the world, and the ones you love Are behind you. Nothing and no one beside you, Nothing and no one in front of you. A dead end. An empty corner.