SNIPPETS OF MY LIFE

I regularly have people ask me what I've gone back to school to study. Since it’s become such a common question, I thought I’d let you all know what keeps me busy and keeps me offline and not blogging much these days. I’m working toward getting my MA in Education focusing Early Childhood Educ. from the Cebu Technological University Graduate School. I’ll be hoping to graduate next year (Hooray!) I want to get a degree and I'm just thinking it positively not to boast myself just to get a higher position or better employment. But rather I want to pursue a degree that would enhance my skills in teaching that's related to my field. I'd rather be always on the go for a thread of life. What I left before was just a lapse, but I had never stopped. I wanna go on and keep on learning.   “Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be.”

  Something you crave for a lot. I am such a weird person when I crave because I could crave for anything... as in, indefinite anything! It could be food that I don't know, it could be music, it could be a scent, it could be ice cream or fruity shakes, it could be shoes or bags or clothes or even a food that I see on tv or overheard from someone. I am very easy to lure and entice! Hahaha! Sometimes I'd be going around the mall and smell a mouth-watering scent and I'd go gaga asking whoever is with me that time (most of the time, The Boyfriend) what that scent is and there are some annoying times that I wouldn't let it go at all until I find it. I must say I'm sort of difficult to deal with at times, but it's all worth it cuz I'm really sweet and nice and everything else heavenly most of the time. There are also times when I'd find myself window shopping, finding a perfect thing to splurge on but couldn't afford so at the moment and then not getti...

yes. another quick post. another apology for days with empty entries... i really am sorry! it's been a crazy hectic week. stressful in fact, but i'd rather not think it is! cuz it's just going to stress me more for sure... might probably depress me, too. anyway, i'm hoping that i wouldn't be too busy at all by next week and i hope that i would be able to getaway... even just for a while. there are plans for an out-of-town SOON! we will see. hmmm... tiresome days really suck, don't they? right now... i wanna wanna, wanna, wanna WANT TO seriously have my own house or at least my own room where i can cry my heart out without worrying that somebody might see my pathetic shedding of tears. i'm just tired of holding back... anything. i want to break free. i want to be able to express whatever i feel at the right moment to the right person without fear... *sighs* i hate tiring days. i hate feeling tired. uh... i wanna zZzleeep.

I have come addicted to the song that has this lyric, "If airplanes were like shooting stars....I could really use a wish right now...wish right now." There would be many things that I would wish for.... I wish that instead of snow - we would have falling sun rays. I wish that tears could build a stairway to heaven. I wish tears could be diamonds and then I would be a millionaire triple billionaire and I would give money to anyone that needed it (for a good cause.) I wish others wouldn't say, "I understand." I wish that things wouldn't hurt as bad. I wish no one would judge and accept everyone...not matter what. I wish that we could see each other as our Heavenly Father sees us... imperfections make us who we are. I wish everyone could find that someone to love. I remember one summer I was at girls camp and it was a star theme camp that year. I remember going on a night hike and laying underneath the stars. I think that...

Apart from being workaholic, i' m now starting to be different. Not that im abrupt to my ways and actions but partly i'm engaged to some nightlife. Because before when i was still at my 20's, i used to hate social life or gimiks (that's why some would say i'm simple, innocent of becoming a party-animal). Now, as life progresses, i came to realize that i still lack enjoyment of my life. So then, trying out something new to me aspired me. Besides, my parents didn't disapprove this kind of my simple pleasure. They'd let me go wherever I want and whoever i want to be with. Lately, I've been to some places with my friends here in Cebu. And our alwys favorite place to hang-out with was MO2. It's a restobar near to parkmall in Cebu. HONESTLY, the first time I entered there, i was a bit disgusted because of its noisy environment, yet i felt proud then knowing im not anymore a newbie to that place. Anywys, until now i can't believe myself to be ...

I immerse myself in stillness. Where my attention goes, my energy flows. If I focus on what appears to be missing, I only feel more dissatisfied, which then spills over into other areas of my life. So instead of yearning for what I don't have and overlooking the treasures I do have, I am content with what is. Access to stillness is one of the great gifts in my life. Using my breath to release and let go, I lean into the sanctuary of inner peace and experience deep satisfaction. All worry and tension fall away.